Hi! The following have helped me over the years. If you've picked up one of the cards that leads to this site, they may help you too!
1) Watch "The Secret"
https://www.thesecret.tv/products/the-secret-film-download/
Very special. You can usually find a place to watch this online for free, such as on YouTube, Tubi or The Roku Channel.
I prefer the Original version - you can still occasionally find a DVD copy on ebay for sale (it won't say "Extended Edition" on the back of the DVD case or on the DVD).
2) Read "Happy Money" by Ken Honda
https://kenhonda.com/book/
If you connect with this, consider reading "True Wealth" by Ken as well.
3) Take The Landmark Forum
https://www.landmarkworldwide.com/the-landmark-forum
I fought this for years, but found it transformative when I finally went.
EXTRA
If you got something out of the above, you may get something out of these as well:
4) Read "Conversations with God" Books 1-2-3
https://www.amazon.com/Complete-Conversations-Neale-Donald-Walsch/dp/0399153292
These were some of the first spiritual books that I ever read.
5) Watch "Windfall of Grace"
https://www.windfallofgrace.com/watch-film
There's a special story in the Longer version that I especially connected with.